I cant wait

I cant wait for winter. I cant wait to brake out the hoodies and jackets. i cant wait to bomb fires in the snow storm. i cant wait to drive up the canyon with my best friends. i cant wait to snuggle with someone by the bomb fire. i cant wait for Christmas. winter is the best time of the year.

Im like a brick

          

  In a lot of ways im like a brick.

Im hard to brake,

You cant bring me down.

I have holes in me,

From all the lies and broken hearts.

Im dirty, 

Ive made mistakes in my life

I have cracks in me,

the cracks are history and memory's.

You need me.

I have writers block

This one goes to my friends

I have so many things I wanna talk about but I don't know how to say them. I wanna somehow say i don't wanna be an adult I hate the idea of growing up! I wanna stay this age with these friends I don't wanna change the long Saturday days and the midnight drives that we all get in trouble for. Sneaking out at 3am just so we can drive around to our favorite band. Somehow I wanna say I'm scared of change.

Love

Love. 
Honestly love sucks. It hurts and pushes you over the edge. It burns and you get one stupid song stuck in your head that reminds you of her. It sucks! But at the same time it feels so good. I'm addicted to it I want it. I want someone to love me as much as I can and will love them. I'm willing to go through so much hell because at the end of the day I know it will be worth it. Because I know your worth it.
                                                Love is drug. And I'm addicted.

To her

You are perfect. 

Flawless,

Impeccable,

Seamless,

You are faultless 

Amazing,

Beautiful,

Stunning, 

You are funny 

Pretty,

Fun,

Exciting.

You are what every man dreams of.

How to be human

How to be human 

• Laugh at everything 
• Cry at nothing 
• Take a mind night drive with your best friends 
• Hide your emotions and feeling inside yourself 
• Get your heart broken 
• Brake some stuff 
• Brake someone's heart 
• Over use "I'm sorry"
• Don't really be sorry
• Fall in love 

crayons

Crayons


In my childhood I always had something bigger to worry about than what color crayon I should use.
I'm not saying that i had a bad childhood it was just a hard one.
But because of it I am the man I am today, I've learned a lot and wouldn't change it for anything.
I don't miss my childhood, what I do miss is this second it took to write this.
                                                " live in the moment "

The best advice I can give to people who miss the past, is live in the moment cause you'll never get this second again. Be open you never know what the future has for you. Be excited!