my secret love for you

my heart is telling me to write about you.

but i cant 

it also tells me to go talk to you

but i just make eye contact instead.

i hope its not weird 

but im so caught up in your beauty.

I know im not good at poetry 

and i cant write and the chances that you see this 

is really low.

But your perfect 

and i dont even know you.

but i could talk about you all day 

in the end i just want to be with you.

get to know you.

ive never been high but when im around you 

i feel like im flying.

and i love it just like i love you

this is my secret love for you

I'm dead inside

Death is what makes me so cold,
And being so cold can make me feel
So warm about you,
But being so warm about you

Makes me so scared.

I cried a little that night,
About you,
About me,
Not being happy,
But being to happy

Makes me scared,

I'm not stupid I know
Everything good comes to a
End, and being happy is good,

But damn it, it's been 12 hours,
And I miss everything about you.

I miss the way we  look at each other,
I miss the smell of your hair,
I miss you and that

Makes me scared,

I'm tired of playing this damn game,
Would you let me die already,
The pain hurts, but I heard
Death doesn't,
But death

Makes me scared,

But in the end I don't give a damn
Cause I know that the strong survive
But I guess that's me being cold, or
Maybe I guess I'm already dead inside.